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Eclipse of Change

Eclipse of Change

Brenda as a baby

Brenda as a baby

Brenda Saw Jesus

Brenda Saw Jesus


Numbers 12:6 He said, "Listen to my words: When prophets are among you,

I, the Lord, will show myself to them in visions; I will speak to them in dreams."

TESTIMONY: 3 months after I was born in 1972, a Total Solar Eclipse occurred. When I was 3 my Father killed my Mother. My Aunt raised my sisters and I.

At the end of 1997, God sent I, Brenda, a dream/omen warning of an Eclipse heading toward my eldest daughter's window. A few weeks later in 1998 she was diagnosed with Rheumatic Fever. Camping out in her hospital room... I became a praying woman. During my daughter's fight for her life>>> I found God! I prayed like never before and tearfully requested of God that if He was real, now was the time to show it. My prayer was for my daughter to be able to get up and play again...before her illness I complained about how hyper she was. One morning I was wheeling her down to the playroom and she jumped up and ran the rest of the way! I immediately gave all praises to God and I have not let up yet!


3 months after a Total Solar Eclipse in 1999, Brenda Saw Jesus Christ on November 21,1999! I lay in my bed sick and I believe I died from an Acute Subdural Hematoma. My Spirit was seated beside my family on a pew and they couldn't see me. I viewed my own corpse in the casket. Jesus appeared to me and I begged for my life as I spoke in tongues. The last words the Lord said to me were, "IF YOU WANT YOUR LIFE, YOU HAVE TO FIGHT!!!" I began to physically throw punches in the presence of the Lord to assure Him that I would fight.


My family and I became homeless for a short time. During that time I began my Myspace ministry. God prepared a place for us in the wilderness and then God began to send me Visions of what's to come, He audibly Speaks to me in dreams, The Holy Spirit sways me to and they do at the Wailing Wall in Jerusalem and God sends me dream visitations (I see and talk to dead people) The very place of protection in the wilderness that God has prepared for me...God has allowed (a.k.a.) the son of perdition to visit me. satan has cursed me out and is making war.

As I am in agony everyday...The Birthpains increase and will continue until the Lord appears. Come Lord Jesus! Come!

This blog serves as a meeting place to learn about what messages, miracles, signs and warnings God is currently sending before Jesus returns!


(This smile is a reminder of the following scripture...) Luke 6:21 Blessed are you who hunger now, For you shall be filled. Blessed are you who weep now, For you shall laugh.

If you have not accepted Jesus Christ as your personal Saviour. Say this prayer from your heart:

I confess that I am a sinner. Jesus, I am sorry for my sins. I believe that you died on the cross and was raised for me. I accept you as my personal Saviour. Please come into my heart and save my soul. Amen

Write the vision; make it plain on tablets.

Habakkuk 2:2-3

And the LORD answered me:"Write the vision;make it plain on tablets,so he may run who reads it.

3For still the vision awaits its appointed time;it hastens to the end—it will not lie.If it seems slow, wait for it;it will surely come; it will not delay.

Tuesday, June 30, 2009


1 Peter 4:12-13
Suffering for Being a Christian 12 Dear friends, don't be surprised by the painful suffering you are going through. Don't feel as if something strange were happening to you. 13 Be joyful that you are taking part in Christ's sufferings. Then you will be filled with joy when Christ returns in glory.


I am appealing to those who have recently loss their homes. It is so important to look to God for strength. You may feel compelled to start feeling sorry for yourselves, and the devil may be encouraging you to dismiss the Lord. But, let me say... It is through trials, that the Lord tests your faith and endurance. If everything were peachy all of the time, how could we grow as people? I ask you to not give up. You may not understand all that the Lord does, but trust in Him and His word. He loves you! He will never leave nor forsake you! No matter what things look like now...Everything has a purpose!!!

Matthew 6:11-13
11 Give us this day our daily bread. 12 And forgive us our debts, As we forgive our debtors. 13 And do not lead us into temptation, But deliver us from the evil one. For Yours is the kingdom and the power and the glory forever. Amen.

-View my Poem written during my actual Foreclosure-

Paying final respects to our beloved Home

Dearly Beloved, As we look out this picturesque window, out into a memory filled, crisp, grassy view, let us take the time out to rememeber our Home...

I will venture to say that there was a time when pure snow filled her passionate roof. She would take the brunt of snowballs just to protect us. During the major holidays, when the snow melted it was like tears forecasting the inevitable. We didn't hang Christmas lights, because we felt it too painful to pretend we were here to stay.

A couple of short years into our ownership, there became this fear of losing her to a tragic disease. I've heard of a few homeowner's saving their homes from this disease, but chances were slim.
I'll never forget the name of this sneaky, and devastating disease: "Adjustable Rate Mortgage."

Home, endured family arguments, and with her gentleness calmed the storm. As a God fearing family, we know that whatever God does is for a reason. God gave Home and my family peace, because things got to tough to bare.

We began making final arrangements for her by hiring a Realtor. He gave us an estimate of the costs involved, you know like if you wanted to put her away in style or a humble send off. Next, he placed a For Sale sign in the yard. The hammering sound it took to prepare for such a viewing was to say the least eerie.

The days were leading up to the Foreclosure Auction, where we would pay our final respects. The mourning process was in full effect. As a Mother, I felt like I had abandoned my child.
It was a private interment, just the immediate family atteneded. It was our decision to elect pain-cremation.

Why you ask? Because as we slowly walk away from our dearly departed, we must look to God for strength, cross the bridges of life, and hold on to all lessons learned. In this case we placed our fiery pain in the smoldering delima, also known as Foreclosure.

Good-bye, Sweet Home

Prophetess~ Brenda Saw Jesus+

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